The fact that she existed troubled Finley.
She hadn’t a moment ago. Or had she? Well, if she had, then she certainly
didn’t remember it. Perhaps she simply lost her memories. That sounded much
more reasonable. Although, it seemed more complicated the more she pondered
upon the possibility. No, she felt too new for amnesia. Right out of the
shrink-wrap new.
Finley supposed that if she had been
spontaneously created, then standing around wondering about it wouldn’t do her
any good. It’s not like she was going to get any proof that way. Some gigantic
hand wasn’t going to reach down from the sky and hand her a certificate that
said, “Congratulations, you’ve been gifted the gift of life!” If she wanted
answers, then she was going to have to search for them, and the house looming
in front of her felt like a good place to start.
While she made her way up the front
steps, a busty woman jogged past on the sidewalk. Finley wondered for a second
if she were new too. Perhaps the whole world had just been plopped down where there
was nothingness before. The woman seemed to know what she was doing, probably
having a pinpoint location as to where she was headed. She wasn’t idly moving,
slightly stumbling on a step from having been too lost in her thoughts, like
Finley.
When she finally made it to the door,
she wrapped her hand around the doorknob without hesitation. She hadn’t even
bothered to wonder if the house belonged to her. Something in her made her feel
as though this were right. And when it opened flawlessly, it felt like
confirmation of this.
The front door peeled back and opened
up to a kitchen-living room combo. Something in her fell just the slightest
bit. Everything was muted, plain, and boring. She loved colors! Where was the
brilliant pop of magenta or the warming ambience of flame orange? Again, Finley
didn’t question this recent tidbit that became fact in her head. If she had
just been created, then how did she know what she liked? How did she recognize
that dinky little box as a television, and how could she know that she
shortened the word refrigerator to fridge? She simply did and that was good
enough for her at the moment.
Finley tried the first closed door in
the cramped hub of the house. It was just a half bathroom, which wasn’t very
interesting at all. She slipped back out and tried her luck again with the next
door. It appeared to be a bedroom. It was a step up in wall color at least, but
it still wasn’t lively enough to sit well with her. At least there were a few
windows to see out into the much more beautiful outdoors. Too bad all her
neighbor’s plants were overshadowed by the asphalt of the street.
There was a long narrow room connected
to the bedroom. She had no idea what that could be used for, but she figured
she could come up with something later. Who could complain about more space?
Seeing as she had no idea what she
looked like, except for having pale hands, Finley’s curiosity drove her to
checking her new self out in the tall mirror. To be honest, she didn’t find
herself to be that bad looking. In fact, she kind of adored her freckle covered
face. And she could stand the bit of a gut she was carrying, especially seeing
that she had a slightly above average backside. This time, the thought that she
knew what comparatively made for a good butt tripped her for a moment. Still,
with more time spent wondering how she’d gotten there, she became even more
certain that some mysterious creator had been kind enough to give her life, a
body, and a house.
Taking a step back from the mirror,
Finley felt a desire pulsate from her head and down into the rest of her.
Although it was strong, it was also a bit fuzzy. She thought maybe… no that
couldn’t have been it. For a quick moment, she thought maybe she wanted a baby.
The second bedroom confirmed it
though. It was easily the best decorated room in the whole plain house. Surely
the way that everything was lovingly arranged meant that she wanted kids. Had
she always? Standing in the room, seeing the adorable stuffed animal and sweet
wallpaper, made her longing for a family unbelievably fierce.
No, she didn’t want kids. The desire
was too strong for a woman who had only been in existence for less than two
hours. It almost felt artificial. A family had not naturally crossed her mind,
not like her notice of enjoyment gained from the outdoors or love of colorful
things. Her creator. It must have been her creator who longed for babies. And a
lot of them. They hid it inside of her, hoping to masquerade it as her own
driving force.
Finley found herself overcome with the
need of a good sit, and so she nearly collapsed onto the twin bed. She forced
herself to sit up straight, hoping not to let her creator, if they were even
around somehow, see that she was slightly troubled by their desires. She hadn’t
yet even met a child. How could she possibly raise a family?
Her creator had done something
wonderful for her though. Truly, what could mean more than life itself? Finley
sighed, not exactly happy to come to a conclusion, but determined nonetheless.
She would let her creator know that she appreciated what they did for her. And
who’s to know, maybe she would come to actually want a child out of her own
volition.
Finley did not wish to think about
things like that any longer. She’d just been made—she needed to get out and experience
life! The muted main room greeted her, and she felt the urge to get out into
the world grow stronger.
She stepped back out onto the porch
and cast an eye around her yard. Like the house, it was all too plain. She
supposed that she probably didn’t have much in the means of money though. In
fact, the whole neighborhood seemed to be about in the same value range as her
house. She must have been dropped off in a working neighborhood or something.
At least there would probably be other families in the area for her future
children to play with. A shiver ran down her back at how quickly that thought
was shoved into her head.
Finley
was about to wander off in exploration of something more interesting than her
lot, when something caught the corner of her eye. She ran off toward the
magical sound of rushing water. She hadn’t noticed the stream behind her house
during her first cursory glance.
“Fishing?” she muttered to herself,
lost in the mental image of herself holding up the biggest shiniest fish
around. She instantly threw a line in, not bothering to be curious as to where
the rod came from. Several hours passed with what felt like a few blinks. She
pulled up three minnows, taking pride in each one. “This definitely makes my
house a million times better,” she happily hummed to herself. The fears of her
creator’s wants moved to the very back of her mind.
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