Though she had written him off, Manu’s
part in this story had barely begun. It is a wonder how quickly a virgin heart
will grasp onto its first interest and how adamantly it will keep its hold. The
day after her failed date, Finley took herself to the park. Internally, she
insisted that she simply wanted to fish and that she was not looking for Manu.
She proved that she should never consider an acting career when she bumped into
him and clumsily feigned surprise.
“Where did you run
off to yesterday?” he asked with a playful smirk.
Finley hesitated.
The urge to blurt something out about how rude he’d been to flirt with another
woman on their—on her—first date ever was strong for a passing moment. At the
same time, her stubborn heart didn’t want her to run him off. “It was just
getting late and I needed to get home,” she settled on answering lamely.
Manu didn’t seem to
see that she was upset in anyway. He pulled her into a tight hug, letting it
linger past when its natural time came to an end. “Well I had a lot of fun. You’re
a great girl.” Once again, Finley melted.
Being so new, she had no experience
with how one should handle the delicate matter of courtship. All she had to
guide her were the few love scenes she’d seen on television and the fury of
confusing (and a bit startling) desires and emotions battling inside her. It
was like when her body posed itself in ways she would have never thought to do
in order to entice him. Momentarily, she wondered if her creator had something
to do with it, but quickly shook this thought away. Somehow it seemed too
impure, too hands on, for it to have anything to do with them. It must have
just been biology.
All while pondering what was happening
to her, Finley had been running on autopilot during her chat with Manu.
Unfortunately, she had a very abrasive autopilot program. She’d invited Manu to
accompany her back to her house, only realizing what had happened when they
were leaving the park together.
At her house, Finley could have
distracted Manu by asking him more about his fishing feats. Or she could have
asked him to leave or faked sudden illness. She discovered that she didn’t want
to do any of these things though. He was there, hers to experiment with, so why
not take advantage of it? How would she ever learn otherwise?
She surprised him when she suddenly
planted her first kiss on his lips. It was quick and chaste, but made her feel
incredibly brave. Until she pulled away that is.
“Oh my watcher, this is so
embarrassing! I don’t know what made me do that!” she squealed, clamping her
eyes tightly shut. Her hand went up to act as another sort of shield. She hadn’t
felt him kiss back. Or had she? She couldn’t tell; it’d been too quick. What if
he really hadn’t? What if he didn’t like her at all like that? What would she
do? He was the first person she’d really spent any time with. Yet, they hadn’t
talked very much. She didn’t even know if he was married or had a family. What
was wrong with her?!
All of her bubbling fears were
assuaged when Manu once again pulled her into him by her arms. This time it
wasn’t for an embrace though. He kissed her, but it wasn’t anything like the
one she’d given him. It was slobbery and kind of gross and involved open mouths
for whatever reason. But it was exciting. Finley found that all she could do
was wrap her arms around his shoulders and try her best to keep up. She was
relieved that she couldn’t see the two of them as a viewer watching in; she
feared it must not have been an attractive sight.
“So did you want to, ah,” he started
to ask when they broke for air. The way he phrased his question, cutting off
like that, made it sound like he’d had a lot of practice to fine tune it. The
sigh type of a noise at the end was just too perfect, and somehow encapsulated the
right amount of upward inflection. Even
seeing his phony act of bashfulness, Finley eagerly consented. She was not
completely sure of what was exactly involved with what he was asking, but her
primal self still pressed for it.
Manu did not try to hide his
excitement once she said yes.
Woohoo was not exactly what Finley had
believed it would be, but then again, she hadn’t spent much time before then
wondering about it. While she and Manu awkwardly tussled under the covers of
her bed, occasionally pulling hair or putting too much pressure on an arm, the
idea of her creator’s wish never crossed her mind. Finley wasn’t engaging in
the activity for reproduction purposes, but for her own enjoyment.
Her partner fell asleep as soon as
their shared activity was over. She found herself thinking that he looked
adorable. Wanting to be sweet, she slipped out from the covers as quietly as she
could, hoping to let him stay sleeping. He stirred once she was fully out
though.
Disorientated, he
asked, “Good?”
She had to think
for a moment to understand what he wanted to know. And then she had to ponder
her answer. Though she had nothing to compare it against, she thought it went
pretty well. She simply nodded, trying to reign in the enormous grin that
wanted to break free.
Manu returned the
nod and then promptly began to dress himself. “Thanks, but I’ve got somewhere
to be,” he said once his overalls and flannel were properly snapped up. He
avoided eye contact with her.
“I enjoyed myself,”
Finley said, still smiling. The poor thing was not fully aware of what was happening.
“We should really do this again sometime!”
“Yeah, sure,
whatever you want.”
Before he could sashay himself out the
door, Finley wouldn’t let him pass without some sort of a proper parting. She
leaned forward to kiss him once more and was given his cheek. This did come
across as a bit strange to her, but she shrugged it off once he left. She wasn’t
completely disillusioned into thinking they were soul mates or anything of the
sort, but she at least wanted to think of themselves as good friends. And
friends wouldn’t woohoo and then never speak again, right?
aww poor finley
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