Finley couldn’t have been more proud
of Quinn. He hadn’t even attended his first day of high school yet, but he’d
already found some extra credit work to be done. While she admired him, he
assured her that he wasn’t all that great. “I just don’t want my brain to go to
mush over the weekend.”
Of course, she also had pride in her
girls as well. They did what they could around the house to help her out.
Finley supposed she just had a responsible
family. Didn’t know how this came to be, as she had stumbled awkwardly through
motherhood. Maybe that was the reason though. They couldn’t count on Manu for
sure, and could she really say that she was always there for them? She shook
her head and smiled. She’d been going through this debate since Eddie was a
baby. Maybe all parents spent their lives wondering whether or not they were
doing a good job.
With there being no bassinettes in her
home, Finley had every day to herself. She could even take an afternoon and
evening off without feeling guilty. Quinn wrapped himself up in learning most
of the time, and Frankie could easily entertain herself. Sasha was the only one
who was still quite dependent, and Finley thought that the girl could benefit
from brief separations every now and then.
After finishing a few household
chores, Finley decided to try her luck with that intriguing tree again. First
though, she struck up a conversation with it about the condition of its roots.
She’d hate for somebody to come barging in her trunk without at least saying
hello first.
When she ventured inside, she once
again heard the sound of running water. Finley followed this until her sneaker
squished into the edge of what she hoped was a very small stream. From outside,
the light carried in, so she could see a few feet in front of her. She decided
to follow the water upstream, thinking that it would be smarter to find its
source.
Finley walked decidedly too long for
her own comfort. The further she went, the darker it got. Finally though, she
reached the beginning of the stream. Before she could examine it or look
around, the light was somehow snuffed out all at once. The sudden loss of her vision
startled her. Not knowing what else to do, she followed the water back, keeping
one soggy shoe submerged in it. It wasn’t until she was standing directly in front
of the entrance that there was finally some light to see again.
“Did that really happen?” she breathed
once she was out in the neighborhood again. The sunlight stung her eyes, but
she didn’t dare close them and be subjected to more darkness. It would take her
a few minutes to shake off the experience enough to function properly. “What
kind of tree are you?” she asked before leaving. Finley had to tell someone
about this, but who in their right mind would believe her?
That early afternoon, Finley treated
herself to a date with her newest love interest. She allowed herself to be
swept away by Don, almost forgetting about her insane venture earlier that day.
“Are you sure you
even want to go in?” she purred after a particularly long greeting kiss. “I’d
be fine if you just wanted to go back to your place.”
That made his
entire body tighten up. “No, we’re here. It’d be dumb to come all the way out
here and not get a drink.”
The doors opened, spilling modern jazz
into the street. It caught Finley’s attention and she looked up. Seeing Eddie
coming towards her made her quick jump back from Don. Sure, she and her son
were both adults. And they both knew perfectly well what happened in an adult’s
bedroom. That didn’t mean she wanted him to see her all over Don though.
“Hey you,” Eddie said and strolled
over to give her a hug.
“I didn’t think you’d
be here. What’re the chances?”
“It’s the only club
in town,” he shrugged. “Sup Don?”
Don nodded. “Not
much.” The way he stared at the mother and son standing together, Finley knew
he was trying to calculate her age. He’d exclaimed multiple times that she didn’t
look old enough to have an adult kid. She wasn’t sure if this was simple
flattery, or if he was the first person to catch on to her special living
conditions.
Eddie decided to join them on their
date, much to Finley’s chagrin. She was happy enough to see her son, but she’d
been looking forward to a nice distraction. A little fun in her new settling
routine. And Eddie and Don enjoyed each other’s company a little too much. At
times, she felt as though she were the third wheel.
After a couple drinks, Finley’s
inhibition was lowered enough for her to test the waters by talking about her
special tree. The two men cracked up when she got to the part about there being
a stream inside the trunk of a tree. They thought she was telling a joke and
waited for the punch line when she finished. To make things less awkward,
Finley laughed along with them.
Eddie and Don moved to the bar while
she excused herself to the bathroom. So caught up in exchanging stories about
being bachelors on the prowl, they forgot all about Finley. In fact, she barely
talked to Don at all on the rest of their date.
Finley sat at the bar and ordered a
tastier juice for herself. She smelled Don’s breath before she felt him
sluggishly put a kiss on the exposed skin of her shoulder. “I gotta get going
Babe. See you later.” You’d think that he would have made towards the exit
after declaring their date over, but he didn’t do that right away. Once Finley received
her strawberry drink, she pretended that she didn’t see Don blatantly checking
out another woman. She also pretended she didn’t hear the women besides her
gossiping about her being just another one of his conquests.
After finishing her glass, Finley planned
to get started on the walk home. Before she could get up, someone took the seat
next to her and struck up a conversation. She barely recognized the man she’d
met so long ago, before she had any of her kids. “His name is Bob, right?” she
silently asked herself.
He quickly turned their chat into a
flirt fest. Finley had fun with this for a while, eventually letting him buy
her one more juice. At a certain point in the night, while he more aggressively
pursued a romantic encounter with her, Finley made the conscience decision to
go home.
Instead of spending the night with a
man and a bed, Finley spent it working on her garden. She found that she was
perfectly content with this.
And the next morning, she didn’t have
to deal with explaining to her kids that she and Don had another sleepover
(Frankie was always jealous that she couldn’t have her friends spend the night
ever). Or, worse yet, trying to make excuses for them running into a stranger
sneaking out of her bedroom. Nope, not that morning. She simply enjoyed a light
jog while her babies fed themselves before school.
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